Fight4mylife

Surrounded by Darkness

It was so cold, dark, and scary back then. So much time was spent in my mind both consciously by playing make believe and subconsciously through day dreams and depression fuled slumber. By the mere age of ten I had already experienced more horror than most adults go through. Physical abuse starting from age 2,Continue reading “Surrounded by Darkness”

Writing prompt: message in a bottle:

Just recently I purchased a book of 400 writing prompt with short little sections of space to fill in answers. My intent on starting this blog was to move forward, to to rehash old things from my past, though it may come up briefly sometimes. So my thought was to use this book of promptsContinue reading “Writing prompt: message in a bottle:”

Idontwannabeyouanymore

Billie Elish was reported as saying that this song was straight from inside of her. It conveys her feelings of insecurity and has a rather depressing tone, but It really hits home for me, as I can relate to the feelings this song expresses. Bille Eilish is quickly becoming one of my new favorite artists,Continue reading “Idontwannabeyouanymore”

Our Will To Play

Do you remember when we were kidsAnd our imagination weren’t limitedOur whole lives were ahead of usAnd there was no such thing as debtDo you remember the summersBefore we got to oldAnd started caring only for finding gold We were getting highon life and on heliumWe weren’t afraid of emotionsWe’d feel ’em We chaced ourContinue reading “Our Will To Play”

Shift

I always shift between breaking too easyAnd mindlessly numbI don’t feel like me untilI’m loaded with vodka and rum I quickly shift between restless madnessAnd unwakeable with a touch of suicidalSome of my best conversations Have been with my hallucinations I never know what version of meI am going to beI shy away from loveBut wearContinue reading “Shift”